Starting Now Im Starting Over...

Goodbye 2009 and Welcome 2010. This was a CRAZY eventful year! :] My theme for 2010 is starting now I'm starting over. Lots has changed this year and now I get to do things how I want them. I'm starting over being the Jade I want to be, I get to be the 20 year old Jade and get to do lots I didn't think I was going to be able to do! This is just a quick look back on 2009...

Hiking in the summer with friends!

New FAVORITE MOVIE!
500 Days of Summer!

Played for the CURB CRAZY team in a softball tournament.

FIRST TIME TO EUROPE!!!

Going on Almost 2 years working at the Costco.

Still love it... most days! :]

After 2 1/2 years said goodbye to my first love!

Multiple girls nights!

Watched 2 good friends from high school get married... Then there were 5. DUN DUN DUN! The rest of us taking bets on who is next! LOL!

Have a NEW boy and things haven't been this good in a while! The more I think about it the more I realize Jake and I are good for each other. We needed each other. Everything happens for a reason. We have been dating a little over 2 months and I'm excited for my new years kiss and to bring in the new year with someone new! :] Cant wait to see what this year has coming!

NEW YEARS RESOLUTION:

Do what makes me happy & take lots of pictures along the way! :]

Haz & Jade. Mad Adventures in the Wal Mart!

So every once in a while we get crazy ideas, like go to wal mart and pick out the ugliest outfits we can find! Get in the dressing rooms and laugh our butts off at our ridiculous-ness! :] Then of course Red Mango at 11:30 talking to the strange boy that works there so late...

Grandma pants with killer vests!

Hot to trot! (:

Courtesy of the Miley Cryus Collection!

OOH BaBy bAbY!

Fish & Kiss

The one thing we couldn't live without...

GRANDPA SLIPPERS!

Old Enough to Know Better, Young Enough Not to Care!

3 Girls in a little bed! LONG NIGHT!

(Jade, Haz, Maddi)

The whole gang! (minus Steph C taking the pic)

Bree and I broke into Hazzle's house before she got there

and took lots of pics! Muahahaha!

This is our lovely 3 way kiss waiting for

the rest of the girls to get to Hazzle's house!

(Bree, Jade, Hazzle)

Bree and I breaking in and working out! :]

Oooppps! Here is where the trouble started!

I love my bestys! I'm so glad that we get to have mad adventures and play! I have known these girls forever and am so happy to have them in my life!

Funny How Things Work Out...

As most of you already know Willy and I broke up a little over a month ago. This has made me think alot about my life and where I have been, where i'm going and where I want to end up. Lets start with where I have been. The past 2 1/2 years with Willy were so fun! He helped me grow up and discover who I was! All I wanted in life was to marry Willy and have baby Germaricans. I was SO sure that this is what I wanted. I was positive that him and I could make it work and last forever. Then the past month of our relationship I realized that I would be settling. Yes I could have married Willy and this would have been... ok. I would have been settling though. I just wasnt happy anymore and even though he wouldnt admit it I dont think he was either. So I decided to call it off. Things with us ended REALLY bitter and awful. The hardest part was losing my best friend. but in the long run i think it was the right thing!

He Showed me so much about life and another culture. We road tripped, went to Europe, I can now understand German, he taught me how powerful love and trust really are. :] But now as I close this chapter of my life I look back and im grateful for knowing him and getting to share part of our lives together. Im gonna take what I learned from our relationship and use it to make my next one better! He will always have a place in my heart and I wish him the best in life and maybe one day he can forgive me!

Where I am at: Right now I am honestly so happy! Im still working at Costco, im planning to move out with some of my friends at the beginning of the year. I am back to having The Mad Adventures of Jade and Face! Im hanging out with friends and going to clubs and enjoying being my age! Im in a new relationship and im taking what I learned and using it in this relationship! I dont have to see him every night of the week. He has boys night every Friday and we have lives outside of each other. He is so fun to be with with and keeps me laughing all the time! He is really sweet and caring. I dunno where me and the new guy will end up but im enjoying trying to find out! I still dont know what I want to be when I grow up but im only 19 and I have time to decide! Im going to take a class and get my CNA and maybe take a class so I can be a phlebotomist and go from there. I may love it and I may hate it... I have learned that im young and getting married is the last thing on my mind! I want to be young and enjoy life before I settle down!

Its just funny how life turns out. If you would have told me Oct. 1st that I would be here I would have called BS. I didnt see any of this coming, never thought Willy and I would break up never thought I would date the hot kid from work, never thought I would get to do all of the things im doing now! I guess this is just part of the adventure we call life! <3

500 Days of Summer... In November

Last night Face and I went on a mad adventure! We drove to Kaysville about an hour drive and about $15.00 in gas to see a $3.00 movie! We were afraid my car was going to be shot and roll down the hill, and in the movie we were accosted by a homeless man that asked us for a ride home and chatted with us through the whole move! Besides all of that I must say this was the best movie I have seen in a long time! I absolutely loved it! :] You have to be warned this is the opposite of what you might think. Its not a romantic comedy type of movie. Face has seen it 3 or 4 times in theaters. Its not what you would expect but its a great show and makes you think about love! Just in case you decide to go to Kaysville to see this movie just know there are lots of seats on Tuesday... The girl working the register when we bought our ticket felt she needed to share that tid bit of info so I'm being a doll and passing it on! :]

20 Questions

1. Show us the inside of something cute.

2. What's the last homecooking you had?

Taco Soup! mmmm!

3. What do you miss?

Kenna Mouse 01/27/96 - 03/02/01

4. What makes you laugh often?
Ms. Madsy!

5. What's your favorite word?

BYE in German! TSCHUSS!

6. What are you trying to quit?

Swedish Fish! I eat them daily!

and of course that whole online shopping... its KILLER!

7. What's your favorite commercial right now?

The cinnamon toast crunch where they eat each other! (the link wouldnt work!) :(

8. Whose style do you dig?

Lauren Conrad really you

cant go wrong with big sunglasses

over sized purses and skinny jeans!

9. Link to a great blog you've discovered lately...

The Pioneer woman, her stories are priceless!

10. Who's someone that inspires you?

This is a pic of me and my cousin Kat... even though im older then her I hope when I grow up I can be just like her! She is so creative and fun to be with and she does her own thing and doesnt care! she is wonderful!

11. A photo of the last happy mail you got :]

12. Something you've got lately?

13. What are you looking forward to?

HALLOWEEN!

I wanna be tinker bell!
14. Post a recent snapshot of yourself.
I was checkin out the monkeys

at the Zoo!

15. Recent Favorite Movie?

I loved Coraline. I loved the plot and

the imagination!

16. Something you're working on right now?

A HUGE scrapbook for Willys mom of what the whole 2009 year! Im in WAY over my head!

17. If a movie were made about you, who would play you?

Zooey Deschanel!

18. What gives you goosebumps?

19. Share a new obsession.

ELLE Magazine. i picked one up in Paris because it was the only one in english and i LOVE LOVE LOVE it!

20. What's the meaning of your life?